Lol. So idk why but every time I do something like this I think of you and you know I haven’t done this in a while. So I would like to dedicate it to you because you keep me up with things and you are mostly the reason why I still write and why I get excited about it!
I come before you, a shattered soul
Made of ice, thin and cold
Lost In desperation, trying to please
Barely making it on my hands and knees
To you oh Lord, I beg, set me free
From these chains I long to keep.
To be free from the bonds of sin,
That I keep with me deep within.
To let to do the pain and hurt
To focus on you and your Word.
For your word was made flesh
So that we may be with you in eternal rest.
That we may escape the flood gates of hell.
So Lord, help me to get out of this padded cell.
A place that I had created for my self,
In total isolation from everyone else.
Distancing the person within
So that they may not discover my sin
Becoming lost in the righteousness of the self
I’m losing the hand that I was dealt.
Crumbling, tumbling, falling apart.
Little was it known you were still in my heart.
Warming, melting all the tiny pieces.
Breaking, taking away my sinful diseases.
Creating, making my heart anew.
Molding it into something like you.
Setting it on fire, blazing like the sun.
With its only focus on the Holy One.
And this is how I have overcome,
Through the grace and mercy if the Father, Spirit and Son.